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Just what I've always wanted   
02:04pm 22/06/2006
 
mood: thirsty
So, unfortunately, I must end my adventure in the Outer Banks tomorrow at around 4:00 in the morning. I am leaving for work. Right now, I am in the middle of doing my laundry so that my clothes don't stink, and IMing my friends on AIM. Its pretty cool except for one thing: the one person I want to talk to isn't online. My ex boyfriend Zach and I are thinking of getting back together when I get home from work in 4 weeks. If it works out, I will be so happy. We basically broke up a while ago because we were just too busy, but I miss him so much. At school, I would see him and he just seemed too busy to even give me the time of day. He says he meant every hug and every kiss but it just didn't seem that way. So we called it off. Much to my surprise, I still have a thing for Zach and he still has a thing for me.

The only problem is that I will still have Dance Team and Drama and Music and all this stuff and he will still have Basketball and other sports. Even though we will still be busy, we will be with each other over the summer. Together. Me and Zach. This will be GREAT!

A relationship. Just what I've always wanted.		  
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The Gayest Excuse Ever   
08:32pm 20/06/2006
  I know that I said that I was leaving LiveJournal for the night, but this I have to say. My dad is a humongous computer person, always checking for spyware and scanning for viruses every chance he gets. So, my cousin got me hooked on this game (The Hook Up on www.the-n.com). Its basically a game about gossip, truth, and dishing on people (sounds heartless but as long as I'm not hurting someones true feelings, I don't care...it's just a game). It's a lot of fun and so I went and used his laptop to play. The computer at our beach house is too slow to access the website and so his was the best bet. I run upstairs and started playing. Later on, right when dinner is set on the table, my dad sees me playing and asks me to save and get off so he can do a spyware check. "Ok," I said. I sit, have dinner, and then ask if anything was wrong, and if there wasn't, I was going to be back online figuring out if Matthew is gay, or if Dylan had really played Megan. So I talk to him about it and ask if there is anything I can do to stop things from happening on our computer. "Parker," he said to me, "the only thing you can do to stop things from happening is to stop playing games. We don't have the kind of spyware and antivirus your cousin does." Now, if he had said this in a normal, calm voice, I would have responded with the perfectly understanding statement of "Sure, Dad. I promise." But no. He had to go and extremely hysterical about the whole issue of me playing a game on the internet. Now mind you, my brother, Jack, does stuff like this all the time and he never has gotten any crap from my dad about it. It was probably Jack who caused the computer to "explode", as my dad says. He's constantly downloading pictures and backgrounds and a boatload of shit onto our computer. I'm sick of it. I responded very calmly explaining how I didn't like how he talked when he got "passionate" and "concerned" about something. For those of you who don't know, he gets very high pitched and whispery and uses hand motions almost as if to bring a plane in for a landing. He then becomes sarcastic and talks entirely monotone which makes me even more upset about the way he is talking to me. I swear that if we weren't father and daughter, we would never talk to each other. Sometimes, I don't even want to be in the same house as him. I guess it could just be the similarity in personalities but that has to be the gayest excuse ever.  
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The Beginning   
04:45pm 20/06/2006
 
mood: artistic
music: Hawk Nelson: Smile, its the end of the world
Ahh...what can I say...we got here Saturday and its been on beach time ever since...if the LiveJournal date wasn't working I wouldn't be able to tell you what time it was or what day of the week it is. But its alright to once and a while just drift off into the orange-yellow horizon and think of nothing but...shit...I have summer work to do. Oh yea, next year is SENIOR YEAR for the class of 2007. Its going to be amazing. Oh...unfortunately the beach time will be ending early for me. Alas, I have to start my "job" as a Junior Counselor at CPT, a weight loss camp in Pennsylvania. I will be gone for 4 weeks and then I begin dance team camp...I AM ON DANCE TEAM!!!! For the past 4 years I have tried out, and, finally, I MADE IT!!! I am so overwhelmed with joy that for a while I couldn't think straight...I...I'm sorry...I seem to be writing somewhat of a story...I think that is what this shall be. From here on out, my LiveJournal shall be a story; a story full of truth, lies, deception, love, heartbreak, and most importantly, the life of a teenage girl experiencing her Senior year of High School. Yes, that is what it shall be. So today is only the beginning. Every night at the beach, we have a sort of "theme" night. Tonight is my Uncle David and Aunt Nat's night to cook. And, because Nat is Greek, we are having Greek cuisine. OOPAH!!!!! Being that it is nearing the hour, I will end my journal entry with this: Be prepared for some interesting stories.		  
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